Waiting

It is a weird time in my life. As I wait on the decisions from the universities for my PhD, I am anxious, scared,   saddened, elated, all at the same time. Anxious - would I get into a good program in a good school? Scared - How would I fare there? Do I have it in me? I am cringing right now, I have always been plagued by an element of self-doubt. Always! Saddened - I will be leaving behind family, and from the looks of it, would be staying apart from my husband as well. Elated- Finally i get to do what I wanted to do, Get to go where I wanted to go!
Hmm.. Part and parcel of the journey called life! You make some terrible decisions, you take some bold decision. Fumble, regret, try to do the right thing this time around and the cycle repeats.