I havent written in a while. Hold on! wow! The last post that I wrote was over a year ago. Really??!! Hmm.. Hard to believe it!. So what made me think of writing today? Just to vent out my frustration.
May be what others say about a bride-to-be is true! The girl actually turns into a bridezilla! and needless to say I have turned into one myself. I could feel this transformation happening within me. The whole ritual of shopping and shopping and shopping ( which I absolutely hate! ) turned me into a total monster. So when next time any of my relative comes to me asking whether this color saree will suit that occassion or whether it is the right shade or whether it matches her complexion, I will seriously scream my lungs out! I have had enough outings to Chikpet ( the saree market her e in Bangalore), that I swear if I ever have to go there again, i will puke my guts out!
Indian weddings are never about the bride and the groom, which is what really really upsets me. The constant thought of if we do this, that person might be offended or this person might think this or that, just defies any common sense to me. Anyway, I have cracked my head enough now to understand that you never have a say in this anyway. So just step back and
watch the circus.
Then there is Murphy's law which showed its ugly face right at the right time. The work pressure was mounting around the same time. My health went for a toss. Boy! I thought I was having a nervous breakdown. If there is really a god out there and if He is listening then, "Please O God! Let me win a crore rupees in lottery and I will swear I will never ever ask a thing again". Now if god really does grant this wish to me, i will happily resign, and just laze around happily ever after. I desperately hoping this comes true.
Until then, keeping my fingers crossed!
